my friend austin allen died saturday he was 12 years old i had known him for around a year but me and him were close my mom wouldnt let me go to the funeral

my dad who has no license likes to work on cars he had just bought a new van was about to go get a part from down the road i asked my my mom if i could ride with him and walk home she said hell no

well i go into my room pised off i punch my wall and re break my hand that i just got a brace of of the day before then i get a call saying i have to wait till thursday to switch schools because(what a fucking coincedence)

the principal is at austins house councellin his parents idk but when the hell did principles become goddamn councellers i have a counceller it sure ass hell aint a principle

so now i have to go back to a school were a football team wants to jump me because i laid out one of there players (they say its over a quarter but there retarded ass jocks) my mom oversleeps (Thank god) and i say fuckit im missin so her comes morgan fucking chapman our vice principal sticking his nose in where it dosent belong he comes to my house to see why im not at school i run downstairs to hide my mom tells him im sick and gone to the doctor with my aunt (here comes the good part)

now my 21 year old sister comes in and asks for the computor i say no and for the 100th time she tries to put me off of it so i sock her in the arm with my broken wrist and i almost fell it hurt so bad now im in trouble for hitting her (SON OF A BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!) i say fuck you to my mom and she slapps me i get pissed and before i shoot a mother fucker i lock my self into the base ment (i switched the handles for this reason) i stay down there and work out for awhile i put in two or three dips (ya i know im underage)

i get calmed down i go upstairs and im thirsty i open the fridge and lo and behold theres no fucking milk or soda i see my sister in law walking away with a glass of milk i get where i am so mad i dont even know what im doing around three ours later i wake up on a park bench with my friend robert slapping me because he thinks im drunk i get up and almost pass out again because i didnt know where i was

he gives me a lift home and i get chewed out for them not knowing where i was and i get another phone call by someone who i dont know laughing about austin dieing i bust the phone i get hungry and i only eat ceareal in the evening and we have no milk i grab the box and eat it dry i pick up my brand new gibson sg hollow body and a string breaks i yell goddamnit and go to sleep and here i am

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